It's 3 in the morning and I woke up because I'm starving, so I've decided to make some ramen noodles. I had one of those hormone-enraged days today. I woke up and it just felt like it was going to be one of those days: I was hot, the hair was limp, and I just couldn't decide on what to put on my new round body. I felt VERY large and unattractive. Women have these days every once in a while, but it's way more intense when you're pregnant - and those damn hormones don't help at all. I got home from work after 7 and James was sweatin' in the kitchen. I think he asked how my day was and that's when the tears just came flowing. (I think I scared him.) I just needed to cry and tell him how gross and unattractive I felt today. There was absolutely nothing he could've said to make me feel better. I wasn't fishing for compliments. I just needed to bitch and let it all out. That was my first outburst I've had since I've become pregnant. I'm sure it won't be the last.
P.S. Picture was taken yesterday. Today I'm 23 weeks pregnant. I need new maternity clothes. I hate everything I own.
P.P.S. Lily's very happy with the ramen. I think I'll be able to fall asleep right now.
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