Full Term

I'm officially full term right now (37 weeks), meaning that if Lily were to be born today, her lungs are fully mature and she can survive by herself outside the womb. I had my doctor's appointment yesterday and there's no new news to report, except that I've now gained 37 pounds! I expressed my concern that I live all the way in Brooklyn and since the hospital is on 59th Street & 10th Ave in Manhattan, what if I don't make it there in time?!?! She said it should be fine, as this is my first baby and it's unlikely that would happen. She then asked if I wanted to be induced. I'd rather not as I'd like to try to get Lily out without an epidural. Next Monday, she will measure me and see how I'm progressing. Sounds good to me.

The nursery is finally getting sorted out and I have less anxiety now. Mom dropped off Lily's clean clothes and I've put them away and organized the diapers and accessories. James also mounted the video monitor, so we're all set to go!

Today, I didn't do much but lay around and it felt damn good. I did locate a good pediatrician in the neighborhood though. I've decided to limit myself to one outing a day (today's an exception) as it is really tiring me out. I cannot imagine going to work this late in a pregnancy. It is just too strenuous!

So now, the clock is ticking. Lily can come out any day now and the thought is so exciting. I don't want to sound cheesy or gloat but fuckit, I will. I think I've got the best partner in the world. I feel so giddy in love with James and the thought of us creating a baby together...2 people who love each other as much as we do (and still after over 8 years)...is such an overwhelming, beautiful, and special feeling. Lily is going to be so damned loved. I cannot wait for her arrival!!!